My guy...Ahhh

He is so cute, cool, smart, nice, sensitive, funny, talented, true, loving, dedicated, hard working, crazy EDDIE!!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!!

My crazy sister and her rocks

This a story of a lady who has visions that go well into the night and disturb the people around her jk. My sister has a great talent for huge projects, really huge, like now, digging a stream with a bridge and rocks and flowers for next month.. so here we are.
Now I'm not living with her thank goodness but I do wanna help sometimes when I can. And I gotta say it is fun but boy she should have a crew so our fam will have functional spines for the next few decades. she has amazing ideas and knowledge like our dad who is btw crazy so you see she is a bit kookoo too.now I call the people of Blognia to open their eyes and see that the true leader and visionary of the world is not running for presidency. If we can get my sister to be on the throne she will first, have many projects at once. Two, have many people to do them. Three, give the fam a break. Four, we will have a nice earth. Five, I think it will work. I suggest we act fast for the sake of Josi(her son) who is feeling retarded cause she thinks way faster than he can walk. On a more realistic tone, I think it is amazing she does stuff like that and I'm happy she's my sister and I am also happy I own my own house. the end.

Sports injuries, man oh man.

So I always thought I am immune. Well , I'm not after doing what i want for years, i have to deal with a nasty chain reaction of a strain in my right side.


I can't even tell you how frustrating it is not to be able to workout for 2-3 hours straight, or even and hour without hurting.
It is driving me crazy and I'm trying my best attitude, believe me, I'm very disciplined.
it's just some things take longer than you want and I'm learning that I am not very good with waiting and that now I am forced to do so. So I try to get away with as much as possible but I'm not willing to hurt myself more so I have to cut back . Therefore I have all this energy and I guess I should just yell at people, no really. I guess I should The thing that drives me insane is that sports people . always expect me to not be able to move and that includes just everyone and so they think that if I can do things it can't be all that bad. Well it is and now I'm seeing a sports pt that does pilates and manipulations so we'll see. If I would feel honestly good with ignoring the pain i would, cause there is pain when you train, but because i know me , I know that there is nasty pain. So I'm in a bad mood at times, but that is the price of any thing you do a lot, wear and tear, and I'm lucky I am able to still be active although honestly , it does not give the pleasure of dancing for 2 hours. so I'll wait and modify. AHHHHH times 100= AHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHAHHHH jk

Yoga and I

Quiet, space, contentment, curiosity, love....
But sometimes, frustration,hard to focus, hurts...At this point I need to back off and start over, that is the mental practice, it is not a competition.
The last person left to compete with is me, so i try to breathe deeply and remember, there is nothing i need to prove...to anyone.
Unless its a final...wait , even then, I do my best and breathe.
This place of quiet is there in you too.

What I believe

I have seen a lot of people, me included, concluding that any other branch of Christianity is weird and wrong, not to mention other religions. The problem I have with that is 1. God is love and so it is basically a waste of earthly time to hack on others instead of loving them. 2. We each have faith of what is true and and we should respect that. 3. I believe we are all very much alike only with different beliefs and that is okay. 4. Are we so insecure about our own faith that we have to put others down 5. The president of my church quoted other religious leaders and history, even traditions if he thought it was really good and right , and i respect that.
If we conclude that Catholics are weird(sorry it's just for the sake of example) we'll not take the time to ask them "what do you believe?" and "this what i think" and find out we have much more in common plus if we disagree , we still love each other.
I have friends that are Muslim, Catholic , Jewish(duh), Mormon(duh) , Baptist, Buddhists, And I find out that at the end of the day we are all children of God, people, generally good, many times confused, wanna think we know it all etc. I find it concerning that if you are conservative , you become narrow minded and stick to your own tiny comfort zone people that are a copy of you more or less. It is quite abstract but what do yo think?

Birth Control

So, interesting question: It is true that most religious people are against abortion. Yet most of us take birth control at some point or another. The question is if the pill is like a monthly abortion? I don't know its confusing actually. cause biologically it is but but its hard to think about it that way.
Maybe we are not thinking about it cause its uncomfortable but on the other hand , if we become so strict then using a condom is wasting sperm etc. So is it an individual choice or is it us not wanting to deal with it?
I don't know but i tend to believe that too extreme is not my policy...it depends on what you feel is true.